Finally Doctors Appointment

Finally got that happening on Wednesday. I really kind of feel like I am going to die or something. I have been feeling tired and weak and just weird. I have been kind of foggy in the head too. I dunno. It does not feel good. Hopefully I will get a good checkup on Wednesday and some referrals so I can figure out how to move on.

It's so hard because it feels like if I leave I am walking on out my kids. I know that is not the case. Plus I know moving will be hard on the kids. Such a mess.