mo·rose Listen to the pronunciation of morose
Latin morosus, literally, capricious, from mor-, mos will
1 : having a sullen and gloomy disposition 2 : marked by or expressive of gloom
How is that for a first in a Waffle's post. I used a big word. Mom would be proud. I usually take a "writing" style that is more simplistic because I feel like I want to write for the masses. It does not mean I do not know big words. I actually was very good at big words in school.
I am in a funky mood. Poker is going ok. I focused on HU this weekend and went 16-6 over 22 games. I made a little profit. Bumped back over 1K. I have been thinking a lot how I do not see myself alive in five years. That is pretty gloomy and sullen.
It is funny in some ways my life is very very good and I can really see it just needs a few tiny little tweaks in the right direction to be very good. On the other hand I feel like I am trapped in a pit of gloom and despair with no way out.